Does anybody else know how I feel?

although i can't relate to you, i do have a bit of advice. you seem like an intelligent individual. by acting cold and unfriendly to those who treat you this way, do you think it will help your situation? instead of acting mean, you should make an effort to be nicer. i understand that there are some people who wrongly judge you and im not telling you to be nice to them but i feel like you are scaring away the people who DO want to be your friends by acting on your own preconceptions about them. also, maybe you should cut your shaggy hair to create a more clean, approachable look? as for the sweaty armpits and weight, you could see a specialist and exercise more. this is all advice being given uming that you want to change yourself. honestly, i think feeling comfortable with yourself is the biggest key to making friends. if you really dont feel comfortable with yourself as you are, then i guess the only option would be to improve yourself? just remember: dont do things to meet other people's standards. do them to meet your own. good luck.